I know its kinda random,

( but whose the guy next to Abe Tsuyoshi? )

Look at me. Such a _______ letting the most greatest fandom down along with my fucking selfishness.

Thanks so so much oh_mariko, hayapi, pinkberrykira, bakanishi_love && Enjay for not giving up on this dying fandom of mine ):

ilygaiiiiiiizzzzzzz.

I cried. No really, I CRIED, reading about Uchi's solo con.
Kusano's maybe return(?)
Listening to Ryo's Ordinary.
KAT-TUN debuting in Korea(?)
ARASHI & NEWS' new albums I had no idea about.

All this I missed out on.
I need updates since I missed out on maybe millions of your hardworking spams and updates ): I'm sorry.



& no matter what, this gorgeous man still rocks my Spongebob jocks.

tadaima tadaima *no ones replys okaeri*.

ok. I deserve it.

I've missed out on so much! I've been depending on others to tell me, and hayapi and oh_mariko did just that much for me. Thank you so much guys<3333

( Now, lets see what I've foolishly missed out on; )

I'm sorry fandom. I needed you to help me mend that emptiness, but instead, that emptiness just drifted you away.

and this makes me smile like the retard I am. And I'm so pissed off for the fact that Singapore is showing Kurosagi and KOIZORA RIGHT when I leave huh =.=''

JE fangirl chalet! I wish I had photos, but no ones uploaded any yet. So no stealing for me *hangs head in sorrow*.

I've never seen anything more crazy. We were just watching some Junior concert and when chibi Ryo appeared on the screen the whole of Singapore shook. And I thought the Melbourne SM fangirls were crazy. They climbed to the top of a hotel and screamed "WAITING FOR THE RISING SUN", but yesterdays JE chalet POWER still overlapped them. Sheeeeesh.

( teach me to love Baru the way Mariko does. THROW HIM ON ME. )

( Singapore! You're stealing me away from the JE fandom, bitch. )

yoh hohh im in sunny singapore. AND THE INTERNET IS LIMITEDDDD FOR MEE. Gah gah gah *dies a boring death*
I think im meeting up with mariko tomorrow. KANJANI8 PHOTO BOOK! ARASHI PHOTO BOOK! UWAAA. I can't believe I'll be holding them in my fat sweaty hands in merely a few hours.

I didn't forget, I just...*hangs head in shame*. I forgot. ARIGATOU NE, MARIKO-CHAN, FOR REMINDING ME. SUKIYANEN.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNNO.
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you are currently my fave Johnny, you know that? I love you, kawaiiface.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OHNO.
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your eyebrows KILL kame's.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARU.
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your hot.

I'll update something usefull when I have time. oyasumiii.

Yay Yay. Scans ftw! Oh, the last pic is for Akira. xDD.

( I don't know where the hell I found time )

I'll scan somemore when I get through my exams.
Wow, in just a few days, I'll be flying off to Singapore. Like, finally. After all those prayers, I'm guessing its worth the wait. I've been pissing myself to meet so many people there. Like, for starters, oh_mariko! Following mainichi_muri to nuriko_san to figuramalaya and and Faana; deardbsk!! Ohh! I also wanna meet Rachel; miss_phua. She's cool. xDD

Other than me, hayapi & bakanishi_love are also off to Singapore aswell. Chyehh, I hope I can make it to Kelly's chalet. *crosses fingers*

Yo yooo. Konichiwaaa. Genkiiiiiiiiiiii? Oh, yes. Meet Ricki-Lee Coulter. 3rd runner up in Australian Idol. She made a new song right? Right. This was her performance a few days ago.



And here is the ARASHI style. Its basically the same ne?! OHMG. Maji desu yoo, did she do it intentionally, or does her mind just run the same way as them? I was so pissed when I heard it. Since I don't know anything yet about how she got the idea, then I'll allow myself to call her a fascimilebitch xD.

( Yuto Nakajima has a girlfriend? Wtff whyyyyyyyyyy?! )

Many many credits to hayapi! I rabu youuu.

Oh! And no, I did NOT forget.



HAPPY 23RD, RYO-CHAN.

I'm just late. Gomen ne, Ryo-tan! Oh! And Happy Birthday Tanaka~ I don't know you well, but I love the way you walk. xDD

I died here

HOLLY! I met her a few months ago on xanga, she's become a good friend of mine...and Johnnys.

OHKAY! This got me into hysterics. Holly has a friend named Rika, yes, she's Japanese, whose parents have this buisness with Japan and the island they live on, right.

What smacked me in the face was Rika's dad is connected with TBS so her parents do buisness with Johnny idols.

Rika was telling her that TSUBASA HAD TO STRIP INFRONT OF HER DAD while they were filming a commercial on Managaha.
(You know I'm kind of flopped dead on the ground right now.)
And she even swam with Nakai. Hai, NAKAI FKN MASAHIRO. It is Masahiro, ne? from SMAP? AND HE EVEN SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER. *hyperventillates*.

Oh, and Rika's boyfriend's bestfriend is Rafai Eddy. RAFAI EDDY

He's an ex Junior, ne? Who remembers Rafai Eddy? I guess he left Johnny's Entertainment a while back. Along with Seaun Eddy, Mori Yusuke, and Shun Hasebe. I honestly have no clue about them, BUT THEY WERE IN JE so...

Yeah, Rika's boyfriend is like a Johnny. *hangs self on fan* And Holly is Rika's friend, and I am Holly's friend...so WTF? Johnnys Entertainment is like some kind of link around the world. I WANT TO MEET HERRRR ALREADY.

Probably at a KAT-TUN concert. xDD

I recently heard about Erika Sawajiri's new movie 'Closed Note' and came across this video, the promo for the movie. Damn she's a bitch. I feel sorry for those who had to or are currently working with her *pats Ryo-tan's back*.



According to this, you don't need much translation to notice her grotesque bitchiness. Listen to her one-sentence answers for every question asked. She needs a slap. I hate the way they try to cover her up by saying that she's been in over 100 PR events and she's exhausted. Why can't they say it loud and straight up that she's a bitch? I would xD.

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Sa, after a good long stare at my KAT-TUN poster, I've finally found it. My first official OTP! Yes, I still had not decided. DON'T LAUGH.


LEAVE MY OTP ALONE!
Don't mention the fact that the blurred faces are scarey and look like the photos taken from The Ring. I didn't feel like putting crosses XDD.

Gosh, I haven't had a proper nights' sleep since they announced hey! say!JUMP. The bags under my eyes have sunk in even deeper dakara, I probably look worse than Johnny-sama. I frequently spend the whole night watching doramas and then sleep during the day. Nanigoto, it's the holidays ehhkay.